Sad day!

As much as I like airplanes, today I hated them. My beloved son Torben moved from Hannover to Seattle with my ex-wife. Alltough I knew this day was comming since a few weeks, this hit me so hard, I can rarely find words.
During the last weeks I did spend so much time with my little guy trying to use his remaining time here in Germany as good as possible - I cannot describe the feelings I had when I kissed him good-bye at the gate and saw him walking through the finger into his plane with his little trolleycase. I was trying to act normal around him, trying to keep my sadness inside myself, because Torben likes flying and he was so excited.